Wednesday, December 7, 2011


1. I can alternate between listening to Take Care and Twilight Audiobook.

2. That I am actually getting some homework done.

3. I see L tonight. Miss him.

4. Stalking.

5. Momma Dial will be here till Saturday. Just knowing we are in the same state is reassuring.

6. Eternal families.

7. Get to see Elyse today. She is literally my better half.

8. From where I am sitting in the libe I can see and smile at Courtney while still remaining productive.


10.Daily Grief sessions.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Push me in the corner, I'll come out fighting

I know you see me
Like some wide eyed dreamer
That just rolled in off a dusty mid west bus
Yeah, on the outside I look fragile
But on the inside is something you can’t crush

Cause I'm country strong
Hard to break
Like the ground I grew up on
You may fool me
And I'll fall
But I won’t stay down long
Cause I’m country strong

I have weathered
Colder winters; Longer summers
Without a drop of rain
Push me in a corner
And I’ll come out fighting
I may lose but I ‘ll always keep my faith
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Cause I’m country strong
Hard to break
Like the ground I grew up on
You may fool me
And I’ll fall
But I won’t stay down long
Cause I’m country strong


Cause I’m country strong
Hard to break
Like the ground I grew up on
You may fool me
And I’ll fall
But I won’t stay down long
Cause I’m country strong
I’m country strong
Yeah, I’m country strong
I’m country strong
I’m country strong
I’m country strong

Friday, November 11, 2011

maybe i should be honest for once.

I miss my father, everyday of my life I try to fill the pit in my stomach with peppercinis and other spicy food, but this pit can never be filled.

The pit was smallest when I was seeing Garth Brooks.

If I can't make 3 pointers in a basketball game, I feel I am rendered useless.

I love Justin Bieber and I think if my father was around he would give me a heartfelt lecture and I would take down half of my posters..

I am subconsciously TERRIFIED of marriage, because I am looking for a man that is of the same Caliber of Rod Dial and they don't exist.

If I don't have children by 30, I will adopt. No matter what my marital status is.

I need to read my scriptures more. I need to not be so antsy in church.

I need to be a better friend. More of a friend like lpd.

I avoid problems.I NEVER answer an 512 or 801 phone numbers..

I constantly miss when emd and I lived together.

I have secrets I tell absolutely nobody.


I think rmj knew this about me, but I am the WORST at writing missionaries. Ask RBDII, Patrick, Bubby, BH the list goes on. If I was better at writing missionaries, I would probably be married by now. THAT is beside the point though..

I miss this little darling so much. And more importantly than that, I am so proud of her. She has been my bffe since I was 13 years old and I adore her more than life. She is stubborn, my father called her argumentative. She got lost a LOT when she first got her license. We were crafty together. We love Hillary Duff. We loved rainbows, we were boy crazy and super active in church activities. We grew up together, we grew apart and back together. And I know that no matter where my life takes me, she will always be a part of it.

Here's to you rachey and how much i love you.

grateful friday.

Ten things to be grateful for in no particular order:
1. Garth Brooks radio and just Garth in general
2. intramurals
3. trw
4. Christmas decorations
5. emd buying a car
6. my big brother
7. my drizzys
8. the plan of salvation
9. seven.eleven hot chocolate
10. my father

Monday, October 3, 2011

babygirl, tryna get a man, etc.

In the summer, elyse had some photos taken for her most recent beau. to profess her love or sumthinn. It was a gorgeous Sunday afternoon and cute Kristin Duke made me jump in for some pictures.

Elyse and I were obsessed with the fourth picture of me. We joked that we were gonna send it to every boy who I had EVER had a crush on and see what responses we got. Though I love elyse to death she NEVER gave me these photos so the ONLY way I can get them is to post them to my blog from her comp right now...

Summer in Texas was BLISS.

this was the professionals pose para mi

engagement status<3

we fly HIGH, no lie, you know this BALLLLLinnnn

this is the one to get me a beau

to say she is my best friend is an understatement. she is so much more

Sunday, September 4, 2011

to make you feel my love

this OCTOBER my life will officially be complete. I always said that once I saw a Garth Brooks show I could then die because my life is complete! I am SO grateful to my mother for my early Christmas and Birthday present because this wish is coming TRUEEEE. is LAS VEGAS on OCTOBER 23rd!!

I could NOT be more excited. SHOUT OUT to Momma Dial for making all my dreams come true.. Love her too pieces. miss my roomie